Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
dabba number # TAIRHAN(13)
Yesterday a friend of mine told me a very strange and hilarious incident.After hearing that i concluded that one can expect anything from Pakistan railway express.
Monday, July 11, 2011
(2)
B:hi
Saturday, July 9, 2011
(1)
Cheat, Liar, Cheat, Liar, Bitch, Whore;
Those were the only words that kept repeating in her head. She couldn’t sleep and she won’t ever unless he forgives her.
Life was going smooth and fine. It was almost perfect. What could she else ask for? Well she only wished now that her and his parents agree on them being officially engaged. She was happy as this year they decided to tell their parents.Baba and her sister just came .As usual Baba came home with his pack of doughnuts hated them but somehow when they melted so ravishingly in her mouth she actually liked them a little. She was happy Baba came back as usual her and here Baba’s taunting started but she missed that.Sadaqat bhai was on a holiday she happily helped her mom in the kitchen. Laughter was all around on messaging and even around her. But she never knew that how you cheat in the pass especially with some one very dear will not live you alone. She deserved that even because she was selfish and a liar. She lied to everybody. E.V.E.R.Y.B.O.D.Y.
She was doing work with her sister constant complaining of why she was doing work and watching “how I met your mother”. Still she was laughing. But when that phone call came she started stammering and shivering. It was him on the phone crying “I was so loyal to you. How can you do this to me? I read all your messages what you told me was full of lies! I can’t even imagine (sniff) (sniff)…what you did to me?”
continue....
(taken from the novel i am attempting to write)
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
thesis mania at my house!
- amna do your thesis on iron
- give your thesis on cat
- how about a cucumber
- thesis on cockoroach
- thesis on tv
- on spoons
- on ...............................
this is how my mother is thinking for me about my thesis.lol:P
Sunday, May 8, 2011
screw it!
gears
materialism
industralization
doors
conventinalism
windows
wheel
organization
disarray
frustration
ball bearings
screw drivers
pliers
common yet not so common
machine
bumble bees
drills
fireflies
family
kinetic
home
earthen
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
NEURO-GEN
This strange medical term has its origin from a friends vocabulary.The story starts like i discussing a husband candidate with a friend of mine and one of my male friend,named Shahid was sitting and listening.This friend is a little poor in his english and tries alot on having a power of creating a new english language ; that is as quoted by him "British English" .
I said "shadi is fun when your husband is going to become a neurosurgeon or cardiologist".Personally i dont like doctors alot as in personality wise.As they are quiet boring and the age at which they become one of the above mentioned. They become bald.But i am not against this proffession ,so no hard feelings Doc! He told my other friend in response to this,
"to marry todays girls one has to become a Neuro-gen!.Meaning and ultimate crazy guy to make a girl fall in love with oneself.What will i do?"
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Deteriorating Social Values
When you open up your refrigerators door.You see the fruit being contaminated with fungus.You say ewwww.But what is the major cause of it,you not taking care of it and eating it on proper time!
For example, as a simple one, mothers who should be very careful about how media is imprinting on a child's mind are least bothered about it and are watching a 30minute drama on 4 channels ( W,X,Y,Z) at the same time.God it is so difficult to register all the clutter at the same time.How cannot you see what are you feeding your childs fragile mind.Especially the topics of marriage,divorce,prostitution,2nd marriage,love and all this crap.Khair coming back to the topic.
Then there is a class who goes on the cover of things.It is just like eating my country's cheap candy.No offense i used to eat them alot and they were mazay ki especially imilii candy; and that pure shahrukh khan kai dabbay wali imillia nd the man that used to bring ice lollies in his cooler shouting marinda,pepsi,7-pup.Then i used to pay them off in the diarrohoe i used to have :(.Infact i used to be aware of my mothers warnings but still i did.That is a sad story well.So, these people still being aware of the miseries and frustrations still pretend not knowing and do what looks sleek and classy.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
.....and then i say why they call her a Goofy!!!
Friday, April 8, 2011
To how many of us does the question of acceptance matters.i am currently doing my 4th which is last year from an arts college National College Of Arts Rawalpindi.For three years i have been fighting with my parents and justifying them art as a career has been right for me.They think i wont find a good job,they don't want me to be an immoral creature.Now i am done with all this justification.Ab i wont do this anymore or let them discourage me and my practice.i am sure over 80% of all you arty people must have been through of what i have said.
Yesterday i had an argument with my mother and she just said,"i am worried about u,what will you do with your life ,art school that wasn't for you"
.My reply to her was,
".....ama y cant u accept i am special ;i am not normal ;i love to be crazy ;i am special that is why i am here...."
The best thing about art community is people are not judgmental and they accept you.Even if a man comes wearing a sari honestly they will accept him.One doesn't have to think or feel awkward or be stressful about taking somebodies approval or in a fight of proving our identity.That is why here one is relaxed about oneself .We are less conscious of our profoundity.
But in my country there lies a huge problem.Here we have a cult of doctors and engineers.They think of themselves as Gods intellectual beings.They think we are looney.We avoid using our brains.Well for them, first of all artists enjoy being crazy ; kindly don't underestimate us.Like you we hold a license to do what we want.Everybody cannot do art but US.We artists do art with a meaning .Four years are alot to earn this license.
You know what for now this acceptance is easy as i am inside my college.Outside its walls i have to make people realize and make them understand that this field and this status is not what it used to be.I cannot ignore and avoid everytime of how people say about US artists.It hurts me everytime they say something negative.Daily its a fight for me to make people understand.i suppose we all amateur practioning artists have.And i know this flame inside me is going to diminish soon because a time is near when i am going to get tired from this habbit.Habbit of making people understand that "i am an artist and accept it".